Lost and confused

skoOl of roCk

2005-07-31T20:50:00.000-07:00

sKOoL of roCk roX mOi wOrLd duDe!aFt moi reLiGion kLas whic finish at 1pm. straight wen hm, bathe + eat. get changed off i go mit hubby~ n his fwens at bishan mrt. sta. his fwens were late den wen we reach ther, da crowded giler nk mampoz. saw nurul, siti n family n lotsa of moi pri. skool fwens expeciali jastina~ she so kiut!! we oni watch until de 8th band den we blah go coffeeshop cuz cannot tahan man. veri humid ther. too bad tk ngok nas. band. chill2 at coffeshop. hiyo, ramai sey hubby~ frens. n im de oni gurl, sianx! ard 5 off 2 yishun cuz dey wana jam. i loike wen we're in de mrt. so kecorable sia. until kene sound ngn org staff mrt. haha, cooL. biler reach yishun, i took 855 go hm sal fuz scared i wont b completin moi hw. hehe, i completed olreadi. reach hm no1 at hm. de same tingy, bathe den watch tv.
bored~

sickenin

2005-07-30T12:03:00.000-07:00

im sick again. suppose 2 woke up at 9am bt overdose cuz of de medi. i ate ytd nite. instead i woke up at 12+. aft bathin + eatin, kol hubby~ whther wana mie 2 cum down his soccer match. plan 2 mit him at his soccer place wen rain stop. gotta out frm hs at 3+ reach ther 4+. gotta noe hubby~ fwens. blah2, cancel goin orchard cuz hubby~ tired n im aint in a mood. go his hs put his stuffs. lepak wit his fwens at coffeeshop. chill til 8+. he send mie 2 de inter. as i noe his too tired 2 send mie hm, reach hs at ard 10+. bathe + eat + watch tv den kol hubby~. gues wad? i tok 2 his dad instead of hubby~ haha. actuali it goes loike diz "elo, fuz ade?" sum1 reply "nie fuz", "asl tk kol mie wen u reach hm" tat person reply "i pnt arh, tetdo. bsk i kol u alik kies" troz ltk. i was loike "uh? is tat hubby~ he sound so diff." abt few minits layta hubby~ kol mie. i told him abt wat happen, he laugh at mie cuz i was tokin 2 his dad. damn! he kol his dad gatal. haha, notie ehk hubby~ bt i oso paisey sia. 2moro goin skool of rock, goin wit hubby~ + his fwens + moi fwens. cooL.confrem kecoh. too bad lost cam. if nt can take lotsa pictos. end!

sick + tired + bored

2005-07-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

im sick + tired + bored. being left out at hm reali bored moiself up. fought wit moi sis again ytd cuz she lost her stuffs n im 1 b blamed as im sharin room wit her. i juz wish tat she wil get married soon n get lotsa child n juz fark off! hate her 2 de damn core. kol hubby~ usin yin jie fone bt he wasnt at hm den jus wen hm straight as im nt feelin well. ais, genie n jes nit 2 do kallang 4 sjab stuffs. reach hm, get in moi room, bathe den straight awy lay on moi comfy bed fall aslip. heard lotsa calls bt cant afford 2 pick it up. juz slip bac til 6.30pm. check id caller, hubby~ kol mie. damn! i shld juz wake up n pick up his calls. sorie dear~ i miss u loads. bathe, eat watch hm potrait den continue tradin spouser. kol hubby~ he wasnt at hm, nvm, juz wait 4 his call den. im damn bored ntg else 2 do den juz use de comp play ard wit moi ham n cats. boredness ish killin mie. cant wait 2 mit hubby~ 2moro. gonna watch movie. juz hopin tat im ok 2 spent moi tyme wit hubby~ 2moro. as moi sickness ish makin mie feel so down. abg rul send mie email y i din pick up his calls. busted him kol mie masam. he plannin 2 go johor 4 shoppin bt i dunch noe whther 2 follow or nt cuz i dunch noe whther i'll b gettin money frm moi dad or he wont gimme again loike last mth. hmm..
i jus miss hubby~ so much. guz i gtg. bye!

mit hubby~

2005-07-28T22:50:00.000-07:00

mit hubby 2dae~ miss him so much. he 2 pick mie up frm skool at 6 bt tarian was cancel n i contact him. so gt hm changed den ard 6 mit him infront skool. walk2, chill out at bishan park as 2 him its nice bt each tyme i wen ther its kinda bored. durr! wen ther almost everidae, chill til 7. go amk eat mac. skali ternmpk members binatang lar.ingat sape jek, skali si shahrul n farhan. watevar it is, tk heran pOn. eat2, den jln2 jap aru go hm. he send mie 2 de bustop. i reali had a great tyme mitin moi hubby even its oni 4 awhile. i lurve u loads!! muackx!

tired

2005-07-26T19:38:00.000-07:00

as usual..go tarian finish at 6 reach hm. tired olreadi..argh!
lazy arh 2 type..
continue 2moro..

2005-07-25T23:53:00.000-07:00

hmm..didnt update moi blog 4 de past few days olreadi..here im wana flash bac wad i've doin lately..

on saturdae, wen out wit moi familys'. go beach rd eat sup tulang, yump2. aBg raZi drove us ther bt mOi sis nit 2 take de cab. pity her. hehe. aft everi1 tummy was full next headin 2 moi bro. hs as he juz do sumting new 2 his hs.guez wad? he make over * his * masterm+kid's rm+ study rm & livin rm. almost all rm la..n its so excellent. i loike it veri much. i wish i can do tat n yeah! i'll do it wen i've moi own hs. yipppeee. karaoke at moi bro. hs. loike fun sia. reali damn kecoh. sing, sing until i lost moi voice. haha.

4 2dae,

gues wad?? hehe. im attached 2 moi ~baby * mahfuz *. hehe. on tat same dae, we were tokin on de fone til 4a.m decided 2 mit at 3pm at yishun. chiLL out den wen 2 ~baby aunt's hs. gosh, his aunt was so damn cooL. those easy goin mum, wish moi mum ish her.ard 7pm off we go ~baby place 2 put his stuffs den lepak at coffeeshop. ther uh, saw ~baby fwens. dey sae, we aint stylish? haha, mepek siak. dem or we? i gues, dem * durr * [dey loike mat johor ] -sorie baby- send ting 2 ~baby aunt's hs again, walk2. tok2, reach ther. ~baby bought de wrong plastic bag whic he thought its de modem bt instead ~baby mum's stuffs. hehe. farni. kene patah alik. he decided 2 send mie hm bt he cant as he usin his mum ezlink card. its ok ~baby. send mie til 855 ther. gosh, de driver drive so damn fast. n i reach aft 15mins, usually half n hr. aites, till den..

Wen Out wiT aBg kaMaL

2005-07-21T12:26:00.000-07:00

hhmm...2dae reach hm at 2+. abg kamaL kol up whther i wana go out wit him. i juz on jek cuz dpt naek motor n he gona blanje mie. hehe. he late sia. ape tknyer, janji kol 4 dtg kol 6. he overslept. k nvm. at least im nt angry.

1st we wen laupasat go eat. da puas mkn, his cashcard hlg cuz he lupe nk abik frm his bike.haha so careless. he wen withdraw money beh go town jap. buy sum stuffs n i had 2 carry it wen im on de bike. hmmp! aft tat chill out at his fwen hs cuz he wana watch joey. kecoh abiz. ard 9.30 off we go. go tgj ruh go lek2 at ther. take sum fresh air. ard 10.30 we blah frm ther go bac town buy old Ck. eat da kenyang go 7 eleven bought drinks. ard 10.45, he send mie bac hm. reach moi place, god dammit..i left moi keys at his fwen hs. hiyo, nvm..de next dae den he gimme. reali hav fun 2dae.

No mOoD

2005-07-20T22:58:00.000-07:00

im too lazy 2 rite anytin..
cuz im aint in a mood..
hmmp...

ham2

2005-07-19T18:17:00.000-07:00

de son slipin..hehe
dish de son.
dish de father.
2daE? i gt hm 2 hamsters!! hehe...mr. toK givin awy 6 hamsters cuz he cant take it anymur so sad. den i took 2 of dem..i gt de father n son. de son ish de one whic ish so damn fat n big. alwies loike 2 pampered wit de dad. hehe..gona bring 2 skool again on thur. hiya2, pass2 here n ther. tatz de pic of de ham2..veri kiut..

chiLL Out wiT kaK Diah

2005-07-18T21:27:00.000-07:00

SisTAz eVar
KaK DiaH & miE

mEet rasuL

2005-07-16T08:49:00.000-07:00

batman? hehe
Movie mania
us again
aNa & aCuL
acuL

Erm..mit acul 2dae. at bb mrt bt i was late [hehe] suppose 2 mit him at 12 bt instd mit at 12.45 [sorie uh]. we took 106 to town. kinda long journey durr. i almost gona fall aslip in de bus. reach ther at ard 1.45. we headin 2 CL 2 catch fantastic 4. skali terserempak his fwens. dey oso wana watch bt dey juz had 2 pay $1.60. dammit~ acul sanggop spent $1.60 2 buy St. 2 get de ticket. de show starts at 4pm. so we go eat aft tat wen ther. watch de F4. okay lar, kinda fun. its so cold until im freezin. den his fwens wana go heeren. gi saner, walk2 den dudok jap. got diz movie mania. took their pic. go fareast, bought sum stuffs. den his fwens kene alik. so we juz tag along. took de mrt. kecoh sak dieorg. acul tk abiz2 nynyi den his flu cum bac again. he start complainin. [haha] i drop at yishun n dey drop at bb. go yishun inter. saw han, fik ngn dunnoe watevar his name. tok2 2 dem beh his fwen dunnoe wad mintak no. [sorie]..im nt interested. [hehe] i told him "kalo i mit u agi, anti i bagi k" he ans "alah, tkpe2..anti i confrem dpt mit u agi" pe jek die tu. took 855, journey ard 15mins den trn pt shop n save ther, saw de mats pizza. kecoh sak dieorg. one of dem shouted moi name n i was loike "wtf! whu de hell ish tat?" pissed off, jln cpt2 at last reach hm. no1 at hm. eat cookies moi mum bake den on de comp. as usual, check iD caller. dun recognise de no. den juz hack care. nw im bored. wana slip awhile. tata `pic`

SpeeCh Dae

2005-07-15T12:03:00.000-07:00

aSiLa & aNa
yUmp2..
Fyda, Su, aNa, Sri & irah
aNa & iFFah
aNa & Sri
aNa & aiS

2dae finish skool at 9.30. juz outa frm skool at 10 den wen hm wit ais. Great! no1 at hm, help ais polish her boots. polish loike hell n well done! its so shinny! ard 12+ mit daddy at bishan mrt take digicam n pass his guitar. he wana go baybeat wit his skool uniform? pe jek daddy nie. buy foods n drinks troz blah go skool. reach skool, waLiao.. so quiet sia..loike no1 in de skool. we sit in de canteen, eat2, tok2, take pic wit ais den ard 2+ i blah go dance studio den ais nit 2 fall in. get de dance studio keys quickly get changed n wait 4 instructor 2 cum. everi1 was in hurry 4 make up, make hair..kecoh sak. limit2, at 5+ we're done. rehersal 4while den wait 4 instruction 2 b given. aft de modern dance perform, den us! its totally sux! cuz de IT media start lagu die cpt beh ferst part hancur den aru it go wit de flow. i smile al de wae. [haf fun pe] lotsa ppl in de hall. finish dance, we rush get 2 changed. mcm ape sey. nie part kecoh giler nyer. dlm toilet pekik2 mintak air. suhaila yg tlg sponsor air.[hehe] aft tat mkn pizza. yump2, mr. yo order. baek hati die. bt den we stil hungry turon gi canteen mkn agi arh. de foods ok2 lar. we tk cerewet sal tk part lapar nk mampoz. cekek jek arh. kol 9+ go hm wit ais, siti, genie take cab. reach hm at 9.30. as usual, bathe den on de comp. rasul kol mie up. oh yea! i almost 4gt we're mitin 2moro. i cant wait!! well, tat 4 2dae. im kinda busy. sum pic i toOk in skool juz nw.

de festari tingy..

2005-07-10T17:30:00.000-07:00

weLL2.. yesterdae was de festari tingy.. we din make it we're proud 2 join in..we chill aite..after tat headin 2 town..chill2 ther, eat, window shoppin..ard emm..8+ den wen hm, took de mrt.. skali no1 at hm liaO.. moi family all at changi eatin.. damn it!! nevar tell mie sia.. hiya, can anybodi can massage mie???? i wan diz speech dae 2 over soon!! cuz im tired of goin rehersal.. aft tat i can rest sey!! speech dae its on fri. 15 july finish at 8.30..damn it! so late!! n de next dae i'll b meetin RASUL!! yeah baby!! actuali i juz cum bac frm changi.. cuz yesterdae moi family nevar bring mie ther..go ther again..bt fun, we reali had lotsa fun ther.. im tired sia..i feel loike dunwan 2 go skool 2moro..dunch noe y.. hey!! i gtg olreadi..moi nephew wana use moi comp. urgh!! i wil update layta or 2moro aite.. tata..

yeaH..2moRo FesTari

2005-07-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

im bored sia..2dae reach hm at 5.30. so early sey den juz nw kaL kol. teperanjat sak ingat sape jek kol. tok2 wit him til 9 cuz i wana watch smaLLville. he kol mie bac at 10+, tok til 10.45. im waitin 4 rasul 2 kol mie as he told mie tat he gona kol mie up at 10.45 aft he finish his takraw. he havin tournament tk kn alik cpt. so juz wait 4 his kol lor. i cant wait 4 festari 2moro. juz nw our last dae 4 touchup our dance steps. lawa giler, i loike! i hope we can make it diz tyme. insyallah. bOred. boring. bosan.

im tiRed!!!

2005-07-07T22:10:00.000-07:00

im lazy rite nw n i loike diz phrase "im tired!!!" yesh! im reali tired. guez i wont blog 2dae cuz im lazy..haix, aft speech dae den can rest..yaHoOoO! i even lost moi 10bucks in skool 2dae..dammit!

2005-07-05T12:59:00.000-07:00

erm..3 days olreadi i nevar update. sorie lar busy diz daes, bcuz of de choir tingy performance featurin mly dance [hehe] on mon, smue holiday..i n de dancers kene alik kol 8+, so sianx n o so de foods..haiya, cannot sae olreadi. even yesterdae, no food 4 de tarian oso. loike wtf sia. n ms. majidah kene order mac. trok sey. nk suroh org joget, mcm gini sak. gi mampoz, at last da biz pon performance yg mepek nie. semlm, reach hm at 11.30, straight away bathe cuz of de make up n moi bee- hives hair..haha. aft tat told moi mum tat i dunwan 2 go skool, she ans. "OK" cooL! cuz im too damn tired n im havin sore eyes. yesterdae tk dpt kol rasul. bt he kol mie up at 10.30pm, i did kol him at 11pm bt his sis ngh kai fone den kol again at 11.30pm he slip olreadi cuz he tired lar aru alik takraw pe. so i juz nti 2 wait de next dae lor. sob, sob. nw, im here at hm updatin moi blog waitin 4 moi fwens 2 finish skool so can go bugis wit dem. buy stuffs! i gtg olreadi, wana eat so hungry leh. bye!

Moi Schedule 4 Tarian

2005-07-02T02:30:00.000-07:00

MaLay Dance PractiCe 4 Choir & Festari
Date: 4 July, Monday
Time: 1pm - 7pm
Venue: Victoria Theatre

11th Annual Speech Day 2005
1st combined rehearsal 7 JuLy, Thur.- 1500-1830hrs
2nd combined rehearsal 9 July, Sat.- 0800-1200hrs
Full Dress Rehearsal 12 July, Tue.- 1530-2015hrs
Speech 15 July, Fri.- 1645-2030hrs

Last TraiNin fUr ChoiR tinGy..

2005-07-01T12:46:00.000-07:00

erm, wen skool as usual bt go alone. siti n ais hav sjab tingy in de mornin. kinda bored cuz 2 of moi subject teacher din cum bt den 2dae lessons all in air-con rOoM. cooL. aft skool, wen amk wit yana take moi lens headin 2 mac den wen bac skool. otw 2 de bustop, saw salam ngn members. hiya, juz nw take bus wit dem nw muz take bus wit dem again. damn it! blah2..dieorg uat bising dlm bus. dey tok abt hezwan n mie. cumon i had ntg 2 do wit hezwan. juz 4 watevar i care. reach skool, get in de dance studio. lucky instructor lom dtg. get moi stuff, headin 2 science rm take restest. done! i done all moi retest. get change n bac 2 dance studio. traini2 til 6pm. wait de speech dae rehersal parade. siol lar, lawa giler! i loike it veri much. blah2, wait 4 ais n siti 6.30 bt de bus came so damn farkin late. i reach hm at ard 7+. bathe, eat n watch hm potrait. kinda boring den on de comp. den rasul kol, tok 2 him. n now im here typin diz blog. im so pissed off. moi dad din gimme moi mthly money. wth! he doesnt even let mie werk n nw whers moi moneY? damn it! urgh! k watevar. im out frm here, wana slip. im so tired n moi body is achin. any1 can massage moi body? hehe..niwaes, nyteS!

tired..tired..tired

2005-06-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

im so tired 2dae!! serious. skool was ok juz nw. im glad tat ms. lau din cum cuz i owe her 10 bucks[haha], mr. yoh was our relif teacher. damn it! he tok2 abt studies until i fall asleep. ais woke mie up n its dimissal tyme. yea! at last. mie n ais huri2 get outta frm skool den straight took de bus goin moi hs. we've 2 complete diz sci. proj. bt we do opposite instead. lazy sia wana do. at 3pm get off go bac skool again n ais was late 4 sjab, stil we walk lyke mak nenek. saw yana at bustop walk2 2gther, finali reach skool. ais wen off, yana, dya n mie sit den tok2. fyda wen hm n im rite! she lazy 2 cum bac. haiyo, comp. near2 olreadi lar dey. fark those choir, dey booked tat bloody dance studio. tarian had 2 b held at hall instead. damn it sia! so hot sumur. watevar! saw those modern dancers, dey loike BITCH! show their damn arse n boobs 2 ppl, tink their tingy so big uH? no big deal anywae. BOLE BLAH DA! ard 6+pm den tarian ends. i was choosen 2 dance 4 choir. BINGIT SEY. so mani performance. BOLE MATI SAK CM GINI n i nit 2 burn de song 4 tarian [HMMP!]. wait at canteen wit siti 4 ais n whye kiet. ard 7 i reach hm. go bathe, eat, on de comp., do moi h.w [got lotsa of dem: geo, math, eng, sci] rasul kol, tok2 abt 1 hr. aft tat kak diah kol, tok abt kamal n den amad msg 2 kol him. hiya! i done moi hw bt oni complete geo. [haha] lazy 2 tink, rite n i wana slip. moi body is achin!! kol amad at 11.30, tok 2 him. tanye byk questi. sey die loike "asl u tk kol mie?", "da de boi aru ehk". wat de heck! moi pro. lar wana kol u or nt. crazie. go 2 ur damn gurl lar. da tk laku agi ke pe...GUYS..GUYS..GUYS...Okay lar, ENd! wana slip! miss moi baby bed..so comfy..hehe..tata, bye! nytes2..

i wan u bac..

2005-06-28T20:54:00.000-07:00

as tears roll down my pretty face
hoping i come back you way
knowing we'll meet agian someday
i wish you knew how i felt
and how you make my heart melt
how i fell in love wit you
how I wish to be wit you
can't stand life witout you
tell you the truth i need you
theres no other boy like you
as teears roll down my pretty face
hoping i come back your way

2mOro skoOl Sia..

2005-06-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

i din go 4 moi religion klas 2dae. im so lazy n damn slipy..durr..i slept at 4+am yesterdae. woke up at 2+ den no1 at hm sia..bored! blah2. switch on de radio n de comp. nice songs 2 hear. eat roti prata den kak diah kol. tok 2 her abt kamal..damn arsehole guy, bobal world sak. kol rasul not at hm den tok 2 kamal..yea2, watevar shit lar u wana sae. wana blame kak diah oni. u tink u so perfect meh..u n tat biawak oso de same..GUYS! tok 2 kamal til 7+pm den rasul msg 2 kol..yea! tok 2 him, kesian asul nyer kaki. langgar board sendiri ehk..haha, sape suro..hiya! 2moro skoolin sia. fark sak! havent even do moi hw. bt watevar it iz..i dun care lar. erm, gtg wana watch mysia idol..bye! cant wait 2 mie moi fwens 2moro..yippeee..

weN lepaK wit kAk Diah

2005-06-25T04:36:00.000-07:00

shiiitt!! i woke up late..haha..overslept da..yesterdae,i slept at 4+am..erm..im suppose 2 mie kak diah at 7am n mir at 10..bt den i woke up at 1+pm instead..hehe, sorie u guys..wen mitin kak diah at yishun inter. at 6.30 bt she was late..nvm..so we wen chill out at mac. adelar mat2 mepek dudok sebelah kiter..so de kental..y muz i throw a box of cig. if thers ntg in it..beh tat mat gi abik..punye lar selenge..blah..blah.. we walk til chong pang..gi2..dudok2 kejap..den bac hm..damn, im quite tired actuali..nit 2 finish moi novel b4 de date due..ard 1+am i try kol up fitri..tok2, get 2 noe tat his bac wit his ex..congrats..blah2..tok2 again..den fitri wana b moi abg angkt..hehe..thanx abg fit..tok until 4+am..tired leh n so do abg fit. he juz cum bac frm werk sumur..kesian die..well, im here updatin moi blog..i wana slip..haix..so damn tired..tata..gud mornin..

Thanx 2 moi ana's..

2005-06-24T23:34:00.000-07:00

well2..diz moi new blogger..thanx aNaTi n oso to kak mira..dey help mie alot wit diz blogger tingy..im stil lyke those blur2 sotong..durr..so many tings to remember..hehe..i nit 2 get bac 2 diz blog..havent finish yet..tata..